have you ever gone against the grain? did things that you knew were wrong but did it anyway? felt like a failure and a disappointment? i have done and felt all of this! but i am finding that through all of my disappointments and failures god is still there and has grace and mercy like no other could ever have. i will admit i have messed up and don't deserve this kind of love but god doesn't look at it that way and i am so glad! god has given me peace and i know that through him everything will be okay!
several weeks ago i decided that i was going to make some changes and church was one them. i have attended this church since i was about 14 but i feel as though it is time for something new. so, i have been visiting this one church and i really like it but i would like to visit a few more before i make any definite decisions. while this decision was hard and yet sad, i feel it was best for my family. i have renewed strength and i know that god will lead us to the right place. i haven't felt this great about church in quite some time!
please pray for my family as we embark on this journey. starting over is never easy but i must admit that i am very excited and anxious to see what god has in store!
Struggling HOT MESS over here!!!
9 years ago
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Chrystal you and your family are in my prayers. Don't feel alone, there are many out there that have had similar experiences. God will lead you to where you need to be. This is a test of strength, and I know you will prevail!
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